Ethelyn is one crazy kid. If you think I study non-stop (which isn't really true actually), then you've seen nothing. Today is like the final straw to her label as her true blue nerd. We were studying from 9 to 7 and if the R&B uncle hadn't chased us out, we would have stayed till 8. Ok. So. Ethelyn was like study study study non-stop throughout the 10 hours la. And it's crazy, I tell you. Ok. So we did talk abit. For at most 5 mins every once in a while. Actually me and Jean were talking the most. :p I asked her to go online and send me some songs tonight. And she was like don't want to coz she said it's Friday already and prelims is so near now. Yeah true. But it's holiday and we've studied for SO long. Can't we relax for less than an hour? My tian. Is she human? For 1, she doesn't get tempted by the computer and bed at home and 2, study and study non-stop unless some R&B uncle stop her.

Yeah so. That basically sums up my day. Boring eh? That's how my life is now. Which amounts to nothing. Zilch. Zero. Blank. Kor-song. Ling. 0.

But funny how I STILL don't feel the stress yet. Or rather the sense of urgency that the prelims are here. Which is really important because come to think of it, it determines the first 3 months of Year 2006 of your life. Which is once in a lifetime. Haha.. Crap. Aiyah. Shucks. My brain is going haywire. Like lack of oxygen coz I feel stifled and not able to breathe properly.
I'm going to grow fat la. 10 hours. Lunch time sit there. Dinner time sit there. The only time when I can stretch my legs and walk is during my trip to the toilet. I feel my bones are getting rusty and my joints going rickety. I'm getting old way before my time. This is so depressing.

Oh yeah. Over the past few days, the same group of AHS people were there too. Except that it's growing bigger and bigger with more people joining in the study group. I recognized Rachelle coz she was there everyday. My schoolmate except that I don't really know her and don't talk to her one. :P Anyway, I THINK they recognize me leh. Coz of the student camp at AHS during June. I reported for camp during dinnertime in my school uniform and err.. guess it attracted a bit of attention. :P But my point is, I think they are really united la. Such a big group studying together and well yeah, they did talk abit. And I think it's a pretty well mixed group coz there's guys and girls studying together and it does seem kind of.. fun. I wonder if that's how its gonna be next year after we leave Cedar and to respective co-ed schools. It's been a 4 years since I last went to a co-ed school and I kind of lost the feeling already. My sister was telling me that if I ever wanted to be a teacher, I should go teach in a co-ed school coz it's more fun. If in a boys' school, there'll be havoc whereas in a girls' school, the girls will bear grudges if you ever scold them. Sounds familiar? Haha.. Yeah. But on the whole, I think AHS is a pretty united school. What with the annual student camp which isn't compulsary but still so many people signed up for, I think their bond is good and genuine. Coz I've been there and experienced it before.

Today is a pretty satisfying day. Ok. Productive, I mean. Ehs.. Studied at our usual haunt with Ethelyn. Then when we were about to go take the bus, it went away without us. Argh.. And guess what crazy thing we did? We ran all the way to the skytrain which took us to T2 and practically flew to the bus interchange just in time to catch that bus. Muahaha.. We are so damn pro. :P

And I saw something scandalous. *winks*

Ooh.. I bought a 3 quart pants today. Yays..

I'm dying to go downtown. Somebody please stop me.

It seems like everybody is slogging their guts out for their prelims and O'levels. I don't see where I got the time/audacity to go online everyday. Somebody please heeelllpp!!





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We went to visit Huang Chun and Anna today. Anna's so cute and tinyyy!! Aww.. All wrapped in pink cloth.. I also want the cloth la. Haha.. Then William was describing what he saw in the delivery room. I didn't hear much, just managed to catch the part when he said that blood was spurting out on the doctors and nurses. Gross.. There must be lots of blood to be spurting out like that. And Huang Chun was saying she can't see anything and just felt that she couldn't breathe. Childbirth sure isn't easy. Imagine almost every women had to go through it. How brave..

We were having lunch at CGH after missions meeting and I met Celesta at the foodcourt. She was eating alone and I went and asked why she's there. Her brother is in the hospital coz of dengue fever. Shit man. So many people I know has got dengue fever la. First was Jie Wei, then Rafhana. If there's an aedes mosquito at home, I'll sure be the first to get stung coz I'm like the shield to my family against mosquitoes la. Oh wells. That's the price you have to pay for having rare blood like type AB. :P
PS: The above statement has got no scientific proof.

Wow man.. I guess I really was in a completely different frame of mind then. Anyway, I don't even want to brood about it anymore. Coz today is a happy day. Its the birthday of Ting Ting, who's currently in Australia for further studies. On top of that, an addition to the big SACC family, the birth of Anna, baby girl of William, Lydia and Daniel. Whoots. I can't wait to fiddle with the baby. Yays..

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Ok. I'm not in a great blogging mood now. But I blardy well need to complain about this shitty person. This two headed snakey idiot! Argh!! I'm not usually this agitated at anybody but this one. This one wins the title. I'm just this close to start hurling vulgarities.

This started back then when V and me totally gave it E, telling her how we felt about how L is towards E. Constantly hanging around her as if she doesn't already have a close clique and keeping her away from us when it was obvious that she is really not needed around. Then, L for a period of time, stopped being a nuisance.

Thinking back now, I realized alot of what she did. As in, it dawned onto me the motives behind her actions. Her cake, her enthusiam and all. Was all a sham. All she was trying to do was to suck up to her. This I realized when E wasn't around and because I wasn't going to attend Physics remedial most of the time, I thought I could ask somebody to help collect and take down notes for E for a month. I asked L. I'm pretty sure I wasn't being overly sensitive but she seemed to avoid answering my request. She asked me back, why don't I want to take down the notes instead. I explained to her. She was hesitant, as in she did not know how to decline. Lessons started and I had to stop talking to her, making a mental note to approach other people for help instead. I've seen it through. How could a person who was so enthusiastic for E less than a week ago be so reluctant to help her now? This shows that it was all in an attempt to suck up to her and is not willing to make any real sacrifices for a friend. It is no wonder that she had no close friends in class.

That week when E was about to come back, L suddenly became really friendly towards me, wanting to study with me and all. I thought she genuinely wanted to be friends. I agreed to study with her. It was alright, I guess. Since we aren't actually close friends and all. You can say I'm slow and all because once again, I only reflected the truth behind it all a week later.

That morning when E was supposed to come back to school, she smsed me in the morning to meet her in the canteen. I went there and but she wasn't there yet. I came back from the toilet and found E and L sitting at the table. It was no surprise that they came to school together because they lived so near each other. Then I placed my bag next to the bench where E was sitting at the round table and went to buy food. When I came back, L was sitting at the same bench where my bag was at, leaving me with no space to sit with MY bag while the rest of the benches are DIRTY. So I sat alone, ate alone, looking absolutely like an idiot while E and L rattled away. I made it obvious to E about my unhappiness and I knew she could tell too. During the next period, she tried to talk to me because I had kept quiet the whole time when L was around. That was the first incident ever since E came back.

Second.. It was today. We had our English prelims. After that, E and me were walking towards the foyer and talking. Suddenly L popped out from nowhere. It was told to me later that L was frantically asking around for E. So anyway, L was asking where E was going now, while as usual, totally ignoring my existence, which I assume is because she was feeling guilty that she had been using me before and did not dare to talk to me after I've wised up. E was telling L that she's meeting her mum for lunch and L was like saying,"I very hungry leh.. There's nobody to eat with me." A very lame attempt at being nonchalent and indirect. Coz it was told to me again that L knew E was going to eat at CP and she wanted to eat with her too. -_-" E was trying to be nice and all and told her that she can walk by PP with her though, after me and her go to the toilet. L said she'll wait at the foyer. I came out of the toilet and thought E haven't come out yet. So I waited and realized that she had gone. So I went off and saw E and L was just walking out of the gate. I quickened my pace to catch up with them, feeling very angry by now. Why hadn't E even asked me to walk out with them too? I was walking behind them and when E saw me, I made it obvious that I was angry with her and walked off.

That was it. I don't wanna be a thick skinned freak just like how L had been by cutting into where she wasn't wanted. And I believe that she took advantage of that and hung around her like nobody's business, knowing that I will not be there to disturb her. Fine, *****. Do all you want. And even if E decides to be good friends with her, she'll soon realize what a 'nice' person she is. And I don't wanna add that she's a biggest hypocrite I've ever met in my life too. It amazes me so much to come across a person like that now. I had always thought such people exists in the dog-eat-dog corporate world out there. I guess I was wrong. How very wrong.

And thanks to V for standing by me and the person behind all the "it was told to me..." :P

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